Most stories finish with an ending but mine finishes with a beginning. When I stepped away from the “red carpet drive” I made promises to myself and I kept them.

Promises that I would do anything I had to to do to recover. I promised to see progress, not perfection. That I would make peace with food and feed myself lovingly.

I promised I would catch up to my dreams – dreams of writing and performing my songs. I spent my life stifling that dream down so far that I almost lost it.

Blue rain is a song about a healthy state of mind and a heart full of hope; a promise to never give up on yourself and a reminder that you don’t need to try so hard. That everything will fall in line just as it’s supposed to.

I hope these lyrics make you pause, maybe look up to the sky, and take a minute out of your day to dream and believe that something good is going to happen for you!

I made promises to myself and kept them.
That’s what “blue rain” means to me…

What is your promise to yourself?